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a certain romance. kageyama tobio by haibas, literature

two of us. oikawa tooru by haibas, literature

eat you whole. sugawara koushi by haibas, literature

comme des enfants. tsukishima kei by haibas, literature

it's raining somewhere. sasaki haise by haibas, literature

a certain romance. kageyama tobio by haibas, literature

two of us. oikawa tooru by haibas, literature

eat you whole. sugawara koushi by haibas, literature

comme des enfants. tsukishima kei by haibas, literature

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Artist // Hobbyist // Literature
  • Nov 23
  • United States
  • Deviant for 8 years
My Bio

❝ confusion in her eyes that says it all she's lost control ❞


✱ hello, my name is caro and i am horrible at managing my time. i update,,,, ,, occasionally — my lack of time and ideas are at fault. i thrive off writing male inserts and AUs. i like iced black coffee, the 80s, & tony stark.


i am currently catching up on haikyuu. i'm like 45 chapters behind, but it is still a work in progress. i have discontinued reading tokyo ghoul for some time now due to lack of time & how far behind i was, ,,, my only motivation to continue it is my son hide's return.. ...


tumblr: atsumuw

ao3: urie ( i only use this for bookmarking fics )


Favourite Movies
whiplash, nighcrawler, 99 homes, filth, atomic blonde, the shape of water, anything marvel. +
Favourite TV Shows
south park, daredevil, the defenders, sense8, that 70s show, always sunny in philadelphia, the good doctor. +
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
joy division, king krule, the cure, the smiths, john lennon, mac demarco, santo&johnny, cuco. +
Favourite Books
the song of achilles, aristotle and dante discover the secrets of the universe, half life trilogy, i'll give you the sun. +
Favourite Games
south park: stick of truth & the fractured but whole, phone destroyer, pocket camp, mystic messenger, dream daddy, undertale, rpg games in general +
Other Interests
marvel, cooking, hideyoshi nagachika being alive and well

hiatus?

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hello, there. one of the major reasons as to why i'm writing this journal is to distract myself from my homework right now. so i'm sure many of you have noticed my incredibly long absence on this website. i do feel tempted to blame my absence solely on school, especially now that i am in college, but that would be a lie. i mean, i am busy with college, but i wouldn't blame school for why i rarely go on here anymore. i really love college and my schedule is amazing. if anything, the real reason why i've stopped logging in here is because i have little to no interest in writing inserts. i rarely watch any anime now, and if i do, it's usually s
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mmmm i just re-read kurayami ni strobe and i forgot how much i loved that manga. it's so pure, my heart is aching. i definitely recommend reading it.
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i'm ready to take on the world knowing that hide is alive and still loving kaneki. once again, hide has saved tokyo ghoul :re. i'm thriving,,, i'm surviving,,, fellow hide stans, let us share a warm embrace
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what if, from when kaneki went on a date w/ rize, the entire tokyo ghoul arc and :re arc are just a terrible, horrible nightmare and he's been in a coma for w/e reason??
like, he collapsed all of a sudden bc he felt faint??? so rize isn't a ghoul and hide never joined the ccg to find kaneki, etc. etc. everyone's alive and well and happily living their lives! the fueguchis are alive, mr. yoshimura's alive, anteiku's still hopping! i think that's a great idea! what a plot twist! aha
yo yo hello! hope things have been going well for you and that life's been treating you fine. stay cool!
i'm so sorry for replying so late!!!
the last two weeks i've been wrapping up my first semester of college so i've been mostly focused on that & finals.
i also had to plan a christmas party for friends so that took up some time.
thennn, my body does that thing where it shuts down right on break and i got a horrible stomach flu. i've been sick for the last three days so the only thing i've been doing is laying in bed while rewatching some old shows, lmaoo. 

but how have you been?? i also hope life has been treating you pretty swell!
aaa no, no! don't feel bad! i figured you were wrapping up ur finals, etc.
it's just a message of me thinking of you and whatnot. pls don't feel guilty! i never want to make you feel guilty!
but yo! how did finals go?? did you finish them? did you kick them in the butt? i hope you take care of yourself in between finals; ate and drank enough, got enough sleep, etc.!

ooo cool!! fun! fun! like a dorm christmas party? wow! hopefully you had some help, esp. with ur stomach flu
speaking of, the stomach flu's been going around my mom's school too! they almost had to close it on break bc so many teachers and students were getting sick!
ooo what shows?? a friend of mine's been pestering me to watch made in abyss and a few other anime aaa hahah

aa i've been............kinda?? good?? i guess? tbh, it's been a rough few weeks too for me. my old 5th grade teacher passed away last week (he's been sick for a few weeks in the hospital), my dad had risky surgery the same week, AND an old family friend was messaged me saying he was diagnosed with cancer the day my dad came home from the hospital.
and then, yesterday, the kpop star jonghyun died (police are saying it was suicide). (the boy band he was a part of was one of the kpop bands that got me hooked on kpop. plus, he was a really sweet guy who fought for mental illness and lgbt rights.) so his death struck another hard blow.
plus/lastly, this'll be the first christmas (i think) where my family and i aren't visiting my aunt in the nursing home. so that's hard too.

eh, sorry for ranting.... that was rude of me what w/ ur own issues going on.
i think my finals went pretty good, the only one i had trouble with was my statistics one, but i don't believe i failed it or anything. going to tutoring on saturday was incredibly helpful.

ahh, i actually still live with my parents at home because it's so much easier to carpool or just drive there. plus, dorming is expensive so i'd rather not. it was really fun tho, super glad i got to see a bunch of friends that i hadn't seen in a long time.

i didn't get the stomach flu until the day after the party, so i'm incredibly thankful for that. it's highly contagious so gotta watch out. i still have a bit of stomach cramps, but i'm no longer fatigue or nauseous so that's good. i hope tomorrow is the day i feel better cause i don't want a repeat of last year where i got the stomach flu on christmas and slept through the entire day. i hope your mom is doing ok & doesn't contact anything bc i wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy!

i've just been re-watching things that wouldn't i wouldn't mind not finishing completely in case i fall asleep through it like the sitcom friends or south park or that's 70 show. i'm saving shows like the new season of voltron or the punisher for when i'm feeling better so i'd have no problem staying up late finishing them. hmm, i don't think i've heard of abyss before? i have a friend who always sends me anime recommendations so i may ask her about it

oh my goodness, that's horrible. i'm so sorry for you and the rest of the people for you. i hope with my all my heart your dad is okay and your family friend will also be okay. really, i want you to know that if you ever need someone to talk to, i'm here. 

death is always something so dark and tragic, so i hope they rest in peace. i've never been one who's listened to a lot of k-pop but i always found them to be pretty cool groups. the news makes my heart hurt, i hope he rest in peace. 

i also feel bad with your aunt, is there not a way you can visit her some other time after christmas at least. kind of make it another christmas, but with her perhaps? 

& please don't feel like this was rude at all! my problems are so small compared to what you are dealing with. remember that i'm here for you and will listen to all your ranting and will attempt to provide you with all the support you need!! really, i hope you get through these dark times and hopefully have nothing but good coming your way!! <33
  
XDGVBHJN yO!!
what was the name of that book?? something about the sun??
i'll give you the sun by jandy nelson!